That would more explain the pretty extreme anger he had as a child. That was something I had thought about when reading the earlier book where he said he was talking to Dr Peterson about his dad's suicide, but after Monica was killed he was desperate for Eva not to see her mother after being shot - which made me think he had seen his dad.
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Reading between the lines re Gideon's father's suicide, I wondered if some of the problem was that Gideon either discovered the body or had sight of it. He was also not particularly aroused when with Ann.
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We also never found out how Gideon had that fantasy about a sex swing - not sure if I fully understood his sexual history but up to Eva I thought all his sexual encounters were in that hotel room (and by that I mean full sex encounters as obviously that photo with the two women was not the full deal) that with Ann he went had flogged her and used the sex toys and if I am right Deanna had expected to be treated like that and was disappointed not to be? But he was ashamed of how he had treated Ann, realising it was because she was so like Hugh it was more punishing him. Anyway here is the list of songs mentioned in all of the Crossfire books along with the link to the playlist:ģ. Someone has already done this to an extent before but there were songs missing.
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When I started reading the Crossfire Series, I decided to write down a list of all the song's mentioned in each one of the books and I made a playlist out of them on Youtube.